count down to going home, 20th feb

Hit the sack immediately after reaching Lei's house from Grand Canyon. Cldnt even pack properly as the whole body was so sore. Slept 12 hours and still not good enough. Was coughing and feeling so feverish the whole night through. Got up to take more medicine but it was not working. Managed to crawl out of bed, got dressed and pack to go back SF. All i remember saying to Gina was moh moh no 2 will take you out again next time. Even took me a while to figure out the check in guy at the curb was telling me i had to pay $2 for the bag. Managed to go through the vigorous check, incl taking off the shoes, etc. Got sprayed..i suppose they must have heard me coughing. Got on the flight and slept again. When Wei picked me up, he said i look like a ghost. Hit the sack again when i got in at Edna's. Vaguely remembered her asking whether i was up to go buying the ginseng at china town or go Trader's Joe. All i told her, was No, i need to sleep. Finally got up at 7.30pm, was fed some porridge which felt like guey liquid. Then took more medication in incl the Hor Yan Hor. Never ever try to self medicate, esp when you are that feverish. Bad bad decision.